Kiss the Rain
today i went out with sand,serene,dennis and alex.and then it felt so simple, just a couple of good friends hanging out but it took pretty long before we all actually could set a date to hangout. a day where we would actually see each other. no more typing, no emoticons. just the normal way, hanging out.
you know, everything could be gone one day. we would all go seperate ways and maybe say 'gee, i used to have a friend called serene' or 'i used to have a friend called dennis' either way, note the past tense. would we all not be friends anymore? JC is a big stepping stone for both alex and dennis and slowly we would one day be strangers. the people who never talked anymore. i dont like this business of letting go but how can i hold onto something so fragile. and with one grab, it would shatter everything.
i dont know if i'll have the same problems moving on and letting go next time, but i know thats one part of change i dont like.
had a candy cane at 9:16 PM
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okay, for this song, change all the 'girl' to 'boy'
I don't know how
I don't know why
But girl it seems
You've touched my life
You're in my dreams
You're in my heart
I'm by myself
When we're apart
Something strange has come over me
A raging wind across my seas
And girl you know that your eyes are to blame
And what am I suppose to do(suppose to do)
If I can't get over you(get over you)
And come to find that you don't feel the same
Chorus:
Cause I'm falling,falling
Girl I'm falling for you
And I pray you're falling too
I've been falling,falling
Ever since the moment
I laid eyes on you
Falling,falling,falling
When I laid eyes on you
Falling,falling,falling
I lose my step
I lose my ground
I lose myself
When you're around
I'm holding on
For my life
To keep from drowning
In your eyes,yeah
Girl what have you done to me
To make me fall so desperately
To think thatI don't even know your name,no no
And how am I suppose to live(suppose to live)
And you decide that you don't feeel the same,yeah
Chorus:
Cause I'm falling,falling
Girl I'm falling for you
And I pray you're falling too
I've been falling,falling
Falling - Will you stay or will you go
Heavens - Heaven knows what my future holds
Questions - Questions linger on my mind
Daybreak - From daybreak till dark of night
I'm falling - I don't know what's come over me
Can't you see that I'm falling,falling
Girl I'm falling for you
And I pray you're falling to,yeah yeah
Falling,falling(girl I'm falling)
Ever since the moment
I laid eyes on you
Oh...I'm falling
had a candy cane at 10:02 PM
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im feeling positively weird right now. like, its all a dream.all that has happened. i know you might probably think its trivial compared to everything else but feeling this magical feeling seep into your mind everytime something reminds me of him is pretty important too. i know he's just the beautiful stranger i know and falling in love is completely irrational but its just there.this feeling where you feel magical and floaty but yet at the same time you are unsure it even exists then you feel sad because you need reassurance and happy because just the very thought sends u on a sugar high.its like that and it's making me feel all tangled. but i guess that's how things are right?
had a candy cane at 7:02 PM
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do you think its possible to like someone just with one conversation that lasted for 10 minutes and uve only met him for less than a day? hahaha.lordy.im going mad.
so anywaayyyyeee... merrry christmas! i opened all my presents and whoohOoO..my fave has to be the mini refrigerator my aunt gave me and my lil sis.hahahaa.its now filled with chocs and in my rooommm.whooHooo!! so anyway, im pretty worn out still from the trip and im getting used to the timing back here.which is good.yayyers. anyway, im not one for LOOONNNNGGG entries so imma go offf...keep u posted.
had a candy cane at 1:21 PM
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IM BACCCCCCKKKK!
wheeeeeeee.i had the best time.i missewd u guys though!! awwwww.hahahaha.i bought so much clothes, mini skirts.cant believe i bought that.hahaah but theyre alll soooo coooool! the one thing i learnt from this trip is that i shldnt be bothered abt what other people say or do, i just gotta be me.wheeeee!~!!!
had a candy cane at 10:40 AM
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okiedokieee..i'll be leavin for austrlia at 9 tonight so yeahh.ttfN everyone!! i cant wait.the very prospect of going to see christina aguilera live is soooo mind bogglingly awesomeeee.its wicked. im halfway done packing ive yet to stuff all my clothes and whatnots into my luggage so yeah. and im off to meet nisa later.yayy! i wonder hows the weather like right now. people say its sunny but cool so it isnt hot but yeahh.gotta work on my soontobe killer tan.haahhah. imma learn surfing, that is, if i dare to even get into my swimming outfit.hahaha. im pretty excited. ive evern gone online to check out the prices of the clothes there and where the sales are and all that stuff.hahaha.a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do. TTFN!
had a candy cane at 11:31 AM
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oh-my-gawwwdddddddd....my life is tooo fucking goood nowwwww...omg...IM LEAVING FOR AUSTRALIA TOMORROW AND I AM GOING TO BRISBANE THE SAME TIME CHRISTINA AGUILERA IS HAVING HER CONCERT THERE AND erm...THIS BABE HAS TICKETS TO HER SOLDOUT CONCERT.....freakkkkyyyy.i am sooooooooo excited!!! can't stand it.all the things that are happening now.wow..bite me!
had a candy cane at 10:47 AM
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heyaaa.okay i havent written here in ages which is like, bad. so anyway. after having the worssst flu so far, its SLOWLY clearing up.still gross as ever but yeah, pheww.GET WELL BY THURSDAYYY!! so anyway.yea.hahaha.i went to watch ELF yesterday and OMGOMGOMG.i lovveeeeddddd it.i laughed so damn much til everyone was starin at me and then when the 'elf' man knocked into the lockers during the movie, i was like 'OUCH!' and everyone stared at me.hahaha.whooopsiedaisy.so yeah.lol. that was about the most fun part so far. im on my wheat free sugar free diet thingy again and yeah, i hateee it. and i was fiddling with my hair and wheee.i found more ways of styling whatever's left of my hair.hahahaha.yeappppers. okiedokie.imma goo.ciaozy!
had a candy cane at 5:35 PM
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Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee.
I wrote to you with childhood fantasies.
Well, I'm all grown up now,
But still need help somehow.
I'm not a chile but my heart still can dream.
So here's my lifelong wish,
my grown-up christmas list,
not for myself, but for a world in need:
No more lives torn apart,
and wars would never start,
and time would heal all hearts.
Ev'ry one would have a friend,
that right would always win,
and love would never end:
This is my grown-up christmas list.
As children we believed
the grandest sight to see
was something lovely wrapped beneash the tree.
Well, heaven surely knows
that packages and bows
can never heal a hurting human soul.
No more lives torn apart,
and wars would never start,
and time would heal all hearts.
Ev'ry one would have a friend,
that right would always win,
and love would never end:
This is my grown-up christmas list.
What is this illusion called the innocence of youth?
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth!
There'd be...
No more lives torn apart,
and wars would never start,
and time would heal all hearts.
Ev'ry one would have a friend,
that right would always win,
and love would never end:
This is my grown-up christmas list,
this is my only lifelong wish,
This is my Grown-up Christmas List!
had a candy cane at 8:43 PM
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im tired, and frustrated and sick.my damn back aches like hell and my nose is stuffed and whats going on down south is driving me mad!i couldnt sleep properly last night and i kept waking up to blow my nose and then i couldnt sleep and my head hurt so bad and i was crying and gawd, this sucks, reallly bad.i want my mommmy!
maybe by next thursday, i'll be fine and then i can go off to australia happy and ready for anything thats gonna come my way.yeah,maybe thats how its all planned. but right now, its torture.gawd.
had a candy cane at 10:20 AM
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