Kiss the Rain
blahhh..i have 8 pimples on my face.is just that NO one sees them.it sucks.I HATE them.GO AWAY!
oh welll, had maths tuition(again) and i'll be going there tmr (again) but im meeting em first so we can have lunch.yeah.=)
im feeling really fat.i shld starve and become aneroxic.
no.i wouldnt wanna be sticky thin.but yeah.
i shld stop eating like a cow who's never seen grass before.
does it make sense?
ahh.only vic gets it.
had a candy cane at 6:57 PM
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ahhhh...
i realized something-having your photo taken makes you smileeee!=)
coz i'll have to smile for the camera and that instantly makes me SMILEE=)
hahahha.its a feel good thing.lol.
only vic gets it.=)
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omgomg...
=)..im happy now.i found my sunshineeeeeee!!!
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You're like a Unicorn!
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why is it that sometimes,
i feel so alone.tht it hurts so badly but i can never tell anyone.
do they know? or is pretending a better way to stay away.
i need my sunshine back.
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im so fucking pissed now.what is the one person i need the most NEVER around.im sick of tired of wanting something that doesnt even exist.
will i just STOP being an idiot altogether?
why dont i ever learn my lesson-dont trust anyome but yourself.
had a candy cane at 9:26 PM
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why the hell are you doing this to me?
[impossible]
It's impossible, it's impossible to love you
If you don't, let me know, what you're feeling
It's impossible, for me to give you whatcha need
If you're always hiding from me
I don't know what hurts you, I just,I wanna to make it right
Boy I am sick and tired of trying to read your mind
[chorus]
It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible for me to love you this way
It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible, if you're making it this way
Impossible to make it easy
If you're always trying to make it so damn HARD!!!!!!!!
How can I, how can I, give you all my love, baby
If you're always, always, putting up your own guard
This is not a circus, don't ya play me for a clown
how can your emotions keep going up and down
It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible, for me to love you this way
It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible you keep treating me this way, over
and over
if you keep treating me this way
had a candy cane at 9:31 PM
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AHHH.im fretting.FRETTTTTINGGG!!!
*screams*
i cant do this.
i cant
had a candy cane at 9:46 PM
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I've waited a long time for this
It feels right now
Allow me to introduce myself
I want you to come a little closer
I'd like you to get to know me a little bit better
Meet the real me
Sorry you can't define me
Sorry I break the mold
Sorry that I speak my mind
Sorry don't do what I'm told
Sorry if I don't fake it
Sorry I come too real
I will never hide what I really feel
Huh, so here it is
No hype, no gloss, no pretense
Just me
Stripped
anyway, todaay in class while my mind was wondering when my aimless and mindless emaths lesson will end, the fire alarm rang! hahaah.siti immediately jumped up shouting' yay!' lol.honestly, i have NEVER been happier to hear the fire alarm.lol. it was really funny coz the sky was pretty overcast and it was totally breezy so it felt real great and sheer bliss when the whole field was filled with us and the teachers were busy takinfg this practise event as sth real.hahaha. we were just having some major fun. me, kavitha, geetha, song yi and dee were playing charades.ahaha.it was pretty funny.heh.it felt peaceful and this indescribable feeling of simplicity. i dont know why. maybe things have been so tense that even fire drills seem as simple now.
bite me.
had a candy cane at 9:56 PM
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Miracles happen, miracles happen
You showed me faith is not blind
I don't need wings to help me fly
Miracles happen, miracles happen
I can't imagine living my life without you now
Not ever having you around
We found our way out
(on you I can depend)
Don't have to look back to realize how far we've come
There are million reasons
I'm lookin up
I don't want this to end
Nothin
Nothin should ever bring you down
Knowing what goes around will come around
You showed me faith is not blind
I don't need wings to help me fly
Miracles happen, once in a while
When you believe
(miracles happen)
You showed me dreams come to light
That takin a chance on us was right
All things will come with a little time
When You believe
There is no question we found the missing pieces
Our picture is complete
It's fallen into place
(it's fallen into place)
This is out moment, you and I are looking up
Someone is watching over us
Keeping me close
Closer to you everyday
Nowhere
Nowhere on earth I'd rather be
No one can take this away from you and me
You showed me faith is not blind
I don't need wings to help me fly
Miracles happen, once in a while
When you believe
(miracles happen)
You showed me dreams come to light
That takin a chance on us was right
All things will come with a little time
When You believe
When you believe
The soul is a shining light
When you believe
The heart has the will to fight
You can do anything, don't be afraid
We're gonna find our way
You showed me faith is not blind
I don't need wings to help me fly
Miracles happen, once in a while
When you believe
(miracles happen)
You showed me dreams come to light
That takin a chace on us was right
All things will come with a little time
When You believe
lovin' you
Lovin' you is easy cuz you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all i wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that i do
Is out of lovin' you
La la la la la
La la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la la
Do en do en do do
Ohhhhhhhh
No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime
Lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day of my life
Is filled with lovin' you
Lovin' you i feel the sun come shinning through
And every time that we
Ohh, i'm more in love with you
La la la la la
La la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la la
Do en do en do do
Ohhhhhhhh
No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime
Cuz lovin' you is easy cuz you're beautiful
And every day of my life
Is filled with lovin' you
Lovin' you i see the sun come shinning through
And every time that we
Ohh, i'm more in love with you
La la la la la
La la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la la
Do en do en do do
Ohhhhhhhh
had a candy cane at 9:19 PM
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You tell me you're in love with me
That you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But everytime you come to close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Because it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
There's things about me you just have to know
Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
baby all I need is time
I don't wanna be so shy, uh-uh
Everytime I am alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You see that, you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
but if you really want me, move it slow
There's things about me, you just have to know
Sometimes I run (Sometimes) Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time
Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere ill ever be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you
Oh, yeah
Sometimes I run (Sometimes) Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight (hold ya tight)
Treat you right, be with you day and night (day and night)
Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide (sometimes)
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
be with you day and night (day and night)
All I really want is to hold you tight Treat you right,
be with you day and night
baby, all I need is time
had a candy cane at 9:20 PM
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i feel underappreciated for all the time and effort i put in this.
had a candy cane at 10:04 PM
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omgomgomg! i feel like im growing up soo fast!!!=).hahahaha.today was ultra fun.tho mrs lai was out sick. i hope she's fine. anyway, whOOHoO..i bought a shaver.hahaha.i know it isnt sth to feel like its a big deal but hell, ive been feeling like a walking gorilla for long enough and tho my dermatologist says i shldnt wax, she said i could try shaving.whoOohOo.my mom was kinda debating abt it but i told her i reallly wanted to give it a try.so yeah.im soooo happpy.i feel un-gorilla-fied now.whOOHoO.=).
im so happy i could cry.=)
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OOOH.HAVING A SUGAR RUSH NOW...=)=)=)
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-mommy told me not to rush love, she said'im not trying to lecture, i just care about my daughter.but you're my infatuation-
ahhhh.today is byfar just EVIL.gawd.its like ms dorai was being all bitchy and sarcastic towards us and like, she was being so evil to me even thought i told her the reason why i couldnt hand in my assignment.she's like having pre-marital blues or sth.
and it startyed raining and like gawd, i was totally upset and alone.and shelle and dawn went home early.i had extra lessons so yeah.
its gloomy and chilly outside now.very un-happy. anyway, im going crazy with all this homework and due dates. nothing is helping.
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People ask if I'm in love with you
Because I'm sitting here with your picture
And smiling to myself (I smile)
I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through
And I blush as I say yes (yes)
What a feeling of vulnerability coming over me
And I'm feeling weak and I can't speak (speak) and I can't think
Never thought I'd give in so willingly to a human being
With abilities to set me free
Free, and let me be me
Makes me want to say
Your lips, your eyes, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me
You please me, complete me, filling me
Like a melody
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality that's hookin' me
Is that you're loving me for me (loving me)
Is that you're loving me for me (ooh)
People ask why I'm in love with you
Well, let me start by saying
You got my heart by just being who you are
And what we got is between me and you
It doesn't matter about the money I make
Or what I do, or that I'm a, huh, a star
Unconditionally you're there for me
Undeniably you inspire me, spiritually, oh so sweet
This is meaningful, it's incredible, pleasurable, unforgettable
The way I feel, so sweet
Makes me want to say
Your lips, your eyes, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me
You please me, complete me, believe me
Like a melody
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality thats hookin' me
Is that you're loving me for me (loving me)
Is that you're loving me for me (oh oh yeah)
Its so amazing how something so sweet
Has come and rearranged my life
I've been kissed by destiny
Oh, heaven came and saved me
An angel was placed at my feet
This isn't ordinary, he's loving me for me
Stripped of all make up, no need for fancy clothes
No cover ups, push ups
With him, I dont have to put on a show
He loves every freckle, every curve, every inch of my skin
Fulfilling me entirely, taking all of me in
He's real, he's honest, and he's loving me for me
Yeah
had a candy cane at 9:02 PM
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THIS ISNT HAPPENING.OHMYGAWD.*cringes*...nooo..this isnt happening.
My inner child is ten years old!
onto fun stuff:
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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-hey niseee.go take this okay?lol.bet we'll get the same=)=)=)-
You're the cheerful smile,the one that's truly
happy with almost everything you do and would
never cahnge your life.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.
What feeling do you represent?
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You are Lizzie McGuire. You have a great sense of
humor, but you tend to space-out sometimes. Try
to stay focused, you never know what might
happen. You always look on the bright side of
life, so keep it up!
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You are comfertable with yourself. You don't feel
the need to be surounded by others. This shows
that you are a very stable and secure person.
This makes you a highly respectable person.
Do you actually deserve respect?
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this is me now:
Your true hue: Cheery Yellow
There’s a reason your inner hue is the color of sunshine. As a yellow girl, you’re known for being warm and cheerful even in tough situations—if you have a crappy day, you’d rather crack jokes than complain. You radiate self-confidence, which gives you the ability to pull off, well, almost anything. Others admire your carefree attitude and your endless enthusiasm, and friends flock to you when they need cheering up. After all, your smile is contagious!
i am a:High Maintenance Gal! Never a hair out of place, you always look your best, even when you feel your worst. Though people sometimes mock you for using so many hair products, you don’t mind, because you know you look amazing. You put equal energy into all aspect of your life; school, friends, and activities are just as important to you, and you give one hundred and ten percent to anything you put your mind to.
i am a:Sexy Starlet (Actresses: Julia Roberts, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Jennifer Lopez, Heather Graham, Cameron Diaz, Jennifer Love Hewitt, Alicia Silverstone)
(18-25 points)
Jump back Julia! Scoot over Sarah! The newest diva is in town, and she is none other than you! You are the hippest of all your friends, you are all about being seen at the coolest hangouts, you are always camera-ready, and if you weren't in school, you would probably be lighting up the silver screen with the rest of your fellow starlets! You go for good-looking guys who don't mind dropping everything occasionally just to make you smile, but those closest to you know that like your cinema alter egos, you are one independent chick!
my new celeb soulmate is: ... Natalie Portman
Who needs a spotlight when you’ve got such sparkling talent? You’re brimming with originality and could excel in many artistic outlets. You like to break the mold and express yourself in unique ways, and you’re most comfortable when you’re holding a sketchbook or journal. Natalie would be your girl when you were looking to blow off the Hollywood hype and chill out in the local coffeehouse, chatting about cool new music and the latest trends. And while you two don’t demand a spot in the limelight, everyone will envy your killer creative energy!
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heyyy.im happy today!=).
i spoke to my new maid and we chatted for a tad. i taught her bits of english and shes really a great person and im gonna learn tagalog.coz since shes learning english, i'll attempt tagalog.
had a candy cane at 9:24 PM
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im so pissed.i pity my new maid.i mean, shes not good at english so people shld be patient with her right? and like, theyre scolding her when she doesnt even know what you want. its like, HELLO? she has to eat her pride and listen alr.lighten up.
i know its part and parcel of life to have to work but cant they just understand a little?
had a candy cane at 6:15 PM
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[bite my socks]
-dont hate me coz im beautiful, hate me coz your man thinks i am
-Should I smile, Cuz ur my friend, Or cry..Cuz that's all we'll ever be?
-Everyone says you only fall in love once but thats not true, everytime I hear your voice I fall in love all over again
-I can only please one person per day, today is not your day and tomorrow doesn't look good either
-envy is a wasted emotion
had a candy cane at 9:34 PM
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STOP
Straight, and to the point. You say what you mean,
even if you come off as bitchy. When people
don't listen to you, bad things tend to happen.
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so anyway, todays my dad's birthday.heh..i got him a whole big fat tub of icecream-ALL FOR HIMSELF!=).yayyy.
packd my room yesterday.its totally neat now.well, its neat according to me anyway so yeah.heh.
went to visit my grandpa yesterday. he's in the hosp now coz of his stomach ulcer.tres scary.
my mom is now worried about me not eating.she keeps thinking i'll end up like him.it kinda freaks me out too.i might decide to eat more regularly now. but hell, i dont mind the feeling of having gastric.it kinda has the satisfying feeling of not eating. falso satisfaction.
i have to complain.todays weather totally sucks. its like 35 degrees outside like hell what is wrong with the earth? maybe its our fault.grrr.
anyway, im really tired and annoyed now.the heat gets to me.
screw the weather.
had a candy cane at 4:10 PM
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i just watched reality bites.totally loveee it.winona ryder is really gorg and ethan hawke is cuteeee..and my fave song is from there! whOohOo.=).i totally feel the song even more coz i understand why she's singing it that way.i love it! lovelovelovelove it!=).lisa loeb is my absolute favourite.
anyway, the story is about this girl who has big dreams (like me) and she realizes that she's in love with her best guy friend.right now, thats probably my case but not so much of love but more of a crush.which has been going on for about 2 years but hey, it never killed anyone.=). oh well, cheerio!
had a candy cane at 3:23 PM
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oooohlala..got two tickets to legally blonde 2 tomorrow...totally cannot wait!!!
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how to be a bad girl
Some of us were born bad. Others learned the art. A Bad Girl is always happy to help a good friend go bad.
A Bad Girl is never a good girl at heart, although she probably has a heart of gold.
A bad girl says what she thinks, but she thinks about what she says. Being a Bad Girl doesn't mean being hateful.
Bad Girls don't make excuses. We apologize instead, but only if we are sincere.
Bad girls are funny . We can laugh at ourselves but we wont laugh at you. Even if you deserve it.
Bad girls are kind without being sugar-coated. We are sweet but not sappy. Bad Girls believe in being feminine without the fluff.
Bad girls are a tolerant bunch, as long as you don't expect them to tolerate anything that insults their intelligence or goes against their moral code.
Bad Girls have very high standards, but they love you even if you sometimes fall short.
Bad Girls tell the truth and expect you to do the same.
A Bad Girl stands up for what she knows in her heart to be right, whether or not her opinion is popular.
Bad Girls are independent. We are wise. We are loving. We forgive. We are strong. We speak our minds. We think. We grow. We feel. And we're not afraid to be strong.
Most of all bad girls are smart. Very smart.
had a candy cane at 9:28 PM
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whoOpeee..i have my computer back! its been kinda attacked by some kinda freak thing so yea..havent been getting the chance to come on. oh well.KEVIN I CAN SWEAR YOU SO DID NOT SEE MEE! haha.okay.enough of my nonsense.lets move on.
i would actually write about how i spent my last couple of days but itd just bore the heck outta you so i'll write something more fun (well, to me it IS more fun)
lets talk about teacher's day!=)
no one could go out with me so i was sad.coz everyone was elike whoohoo! going out and i was like erm.what am I GONNA DO so i figured id give the whole can out alone thing a try and it really rocked! i went to great world city to pick up some stuff:microwavable popcorn,hair stuff, mags..and a body scrub thing and i went home and popped the popcorn and plonked in front of the tele and watched bruce almighty on dvd.hahaha.it rocked! then i went to watch cartoons and i just spent time doing silly things that i like.
okay..mooving on.
i bought sopme stuff for my room! hella cOol aint it! i got myself a corkboard for my photos and messages to remind myself of the things i needa do and i got this plastic board coz im gonna cut it out into a wheel shape and make some kinda thing with me. like a 'wheel of fortune' thing. and i bought scrapbooks and my designs coz im sick of drawing them on paper and LOSING them.yeah..=) so alls good.
actually, i would write more but im just butt lazy.
see ya
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