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Kiss the Rain

Monday, June 30, 2003

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI!!! i know it's tomorrow but i thought i might forget so before tomorrow comes, i'll wish u happy birthday! you've been awesome, always happy and smiling and reallly funny.and i enjoy ur company tons! so yeah..u rule girl friend!=)
okaayyy.guess what? in a months time, its my birthday!!1 hahahah.yay.im planning a parrrty.a dress up and disco party.so yeap! cant wait.=)

had a candy cane at 5:17 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Saturday, June 28, 2003

It's possible, for a plain yellow pumpkin and a prince to join in
marriage
Quite possible, for a plain country bumpkin and a prince to join in marriage
And four white mice are easily turned to horses
Such falder-all-and-fiddle-dee-dee of course is
Quite possible!
For the world is full of zanies and fools
Who don't believe in sensible rules
And don't believe what sensible people say
And because these daft and dewy-eyed dopes
Keep building up impossible hopes,
Impossible things are happening everyday.
-everything is possible as long as you want it bad enough-

had a candy cane at 3:18 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Friday, June 27, 2003

OHMYGAWD.i am sooooooo HAPPYY!!!!!! i dont why but all good things seem to be happening to ME!!1 i cant wait.i love my lfie.i love my friends-sandhya, sook, serene, dawn, parveen, adel, katie, nisa and everyone!!!!=)

had a candy cane at 12:44 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Thursday, June 26, 2003

Je vous aime adieu, ce s'ra bien mieux comme ça.Je veux garder ce feu qui loin de vous me survivra.Je vous aime vraiment, mais j'peux pas rester là.Le monde est tellement grand que je m'y perdrai dans vos bras

had a candy cane at 8:26 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Wednesday, June 25, 2003

i wanna be by myself.
sometimes i do
when im left at home,
im all alone
but it'd rather be alone with you

had a candy cane at 5:18 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Tuesday, June 24, 2003

heyy.i went to dawn's place today.hahah.it was so funny.i was pretending to be a reporter talkin about superstars and i called dawn donnie from the donnie and marie show and it was soo funny.hahah.anyway...zoe (dawn's sister) is really funny and so cute.hahah.i had alot of time laughing and dawn's coming over on thursday!=).yippee..not much to write about today. just that it was great fun=).so yeah.

had a candy cane at 7:43 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Monday, June 23, 2003

hey. today was erm.tiring? i cant really find any other adjective for it.it was pretty fun-going out with val and adel. but i wasnt in a very cheery mood so yeah.and before that i had to go to try on my costume for the SYF drama.it was kinda funny coz i had to try on so many coz miss dorai couldnt decide which was better and all.and ling and i saw a DEAD BIRD on the street. it looked alive except that it's legs were squashed. my guess is that it fell out of the tree or something. scary stuff.
my heads hurts like hell right now. im spinning all around. i hate it
today, while i was waiting for val and adel to show up, i walked around taka and i saw this guy that looked like azim (my friend) but i wasnt exactly sure so i just stalked him (yes, you heard right-i stalked him) around taka, hoping id either meet kim(his girlfriend-also my close friend) or parveen(his sister, my best friend when i was little until i moved) and so, like an IDIOT, i stalked him, up the escalators and all and sure enough, he DID lead me to parveen. so i said hi to him and he seemed pretty shocked and then i was like erm 'is she..?' and he nodded his head and i turned to parveen and asked her if she remembered me and SHE DID! well, i told her my name first. OHMYGAWD! i nearly died of happiness.ahaha.shes really pretty now, slim and all and really nice-not bitchy whatsoever. and the good thing is that she lives near me so i can go over next time! ohmygawd.just thinking abou the possibilities of what could happen makes me so happy! i used to go to her place everyday after school to have lunch and play. sigh.i miss alot of people there. i'm gonna go over one day and meet all my neighbours.=)

had a candy cane at 8:06 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Sunday, June 22, 2003

ive been thinking, maybe i dont like him afterall but im always the confused sort so yeah.but its Good i dont like him coz then i wont have to KEEP pretending that i do.and besuides, liking him complicates alotta stuff. so yeah.*crosses fingers*
okay im feeling really weird right now. see heres how it goes, serene is in love! okay i didnt really need to broadcast that coz the whole world already knows.the problem is that alot of things are happening and we (s1,s2 and v) arent sure of how to deal with it so it becomes her boyfriends fault.its not our fault that we dont like him i mean dude, we dont like everyone. but its kinda hard for her. and this problem is about ME. i have no idea how to deal. see like okay so everyone's had encounters with guys and stuff and i am like erm-ZILCH? im not jealous i swear i just like you know, dont know what to think of it. so it may be my own personal problem (which obviously it is) and im feeling like weirded out by things that are going on and the things that my friends are saying! and I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DEAL.so what the hell is going on! im so not handling this well.
okay.so ive found the perfect hairstyle after much searching.*whOopee!* it's one of reeese witherspoon's hairstyles before.it's kinda like my current one but its got more of a fringe-the edge im looking for.heh.=) (i repeat, im not crazy)
oh well, im feeling totally happy now.there's the wedding singer tonight-yayy!!- my favourite: adam sandler and drew barrymore, what else could i ask for!? =)
so heres a little picture to show you how happy i am (besides the not being able to deal)

had a candy cane at 7:32 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Saturday, June 21, 2003

its so easy to pretend you know.and if me pretending can make everything better, then i will.

had a candy cane at 10:24 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Friday, June 20, 2003

i just watched helen keller on the disney channel and im feeling really inspired.as in, if a blind and deaf girl can grow up to be so successful, i can too. my parents dont exactly believe i can be a star and they dont really support the idea of me being one.sometimes i really need their faith you know? but i guess they dont give me alot so i'll just continue to dream and make it happen.im going to make it happen.=)
Why did you come here when you weren’t invited
You were on the outside, stay on the outside
And now you want to ask me why
It’s like how does your heart beat and how do you cry
How does your heart beat

had a candy cane at 9:14 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Thursday, June 19, 2003

I think it's because I'm clumsy
I try not to talk too loud
Maybe it's because I'm crazy
I try not to act too proud
They only hit until you cry
And after that you don't ask why
You just don't argue anymore
Yes I think I'm okay
I walked into the door again
Well, if you ask that's what I'll say
And it's not your business anyway
I guess I'd like to be alone
With nothing broken, nothing thrown

had a candy cane at 4:00 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Wednesday, June 18, 2003

The rain falls as if heaven feels my pain and the whisper of the winds runs through me, understanding every emotion i have hidden beneath my shell and my eyes focus on the ground as my tears touches the rainwater and hits the ground i stand upon.

had a candy cane at 10:52 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

heLLo!!
ahaha.sandhya's here.so thats cool.anyway.we DYED OUR HAIR! but it didnt turn out colored much.thank god.coz like we were paranoid abt being caught by school and parents and stuff.okay, call us stupid but it was just for fun.=).and i had BOYSEN BERRY ICECREAM!!!=).oh yeah.oh yeah.yuMMm...
THERE'S THIS AUSSIE ICECREAM STAND AND U SHLD SO CHECK IT OUT! im gonna get more tomorrow.yippeee.

had a candy cane at 9:16 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Monday, June 16, 2003

I'm Elle
Which Reese Witherspoon are you? Find out!
Pretty!  I'm a buttercup!
Which Flower Are You?Find out!
Ooh...I'm Phoebe!
Which 'Friend' Are You?Find out!

had a candy cane at 9:39 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Friday, June 06, 2003

Obvious
Can you hear it in my voice?
Was it something I let slip?
Does the whole world know?
Isn't it obvious?

I'm the one who's in control
Now, I'm acting like a fool
Do my feelings show?
Is my face aglow?
Isn't it obvious

That I don't know what I'm doing anymore?
I'm feeling like a little girl
Caught up in emotions
I'm out of control
Isn't it obvious?

Do you see my hands? They tremble
Wonder why I can't look you in the eye?
Don't know how long I can keep this inside
Isn't it obvious

That I don't know what I'm doing anymore?
I'm feeling like a little girl
Caught up in emotions
I'm out of control
Isn't it obvious?

Suddenly, these emotions are in control of my heart
Can you see it in my eyes?
Ev'ry glance, ev'ry smile must give me away
And I feel so much I can't hide

And I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I'm feeling like a little girl, a little girl
Caught up in emotions
I'm out of control
Isn't it obvious?

had a candy cane at 9:58 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Thursday, June 05, 2003

Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free

Now nothin' can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down

Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

Chorus

I've been waitin' for so long
For somethin' to arrive
For love to come along

Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standin' there by you

had a candy cane at 10:31 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Wednesday, June 04, 2003

My grand-dad is in the ICU now.His lungs are filled with water and they're trying to pump it out. His kidneys are failing and in the process of dialysis, he might get a heart attack.
im afraid.
im lost
*cry*

had a candy cane at 9:28 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos

Tuesday, June 03, 2003

AY-YO!!!
hello.i am BACK! anyway.updates on the days that i've beeen gonnneeee (i havent literally been gone, just that my com's been down)so heres whats been happening:
sunday-my mom got me to Sims Superstar Cd. yayyyy!!! i am kinda excited about it coz ive never played it before.so yeah.Mel lent me her Sims cd so i can install both and play! In superstar, i get to become a star!! gawd.how cool's that!=)
monday- yesterday..was hella funny.ahahah.me and dawn were talking nonsense and playing.Calissa made her EXCO speech! how cool was that? i was her 'speech trainer' ahahah.and she did great i must say! and well heres to her-HUG!- EVERYONE LOVED HER!!=)
tuesday:today- im feeling totally not so awful.i did all my a maths questions and somehow, the pride i feel about my work is immense. I felt awfully stupid yesterday but maybe i do have a motivation to work harder now-to go to australia and do well.for MYSELF...*coss my fingers*
My mom got me HOTpink straws today.for no reason.ahahah.aint tt awesome? u guys shld prolly know i LOVE hotpink.alot alot alot.=).I finally figured out more things about my Sims Superstar game.ahaha.good on me! hehh..oh well, this is the LAST week of school but fuck school.we have to go back for so many ka-zillion days for extra this and extra that.DONT THEY FREAKING KNOW WHAT SCHOOL BREAK MEANS? dammmit.i guess they dont.urgh.break means that we get to DO THINGS WE WANT TO.and break AWAY from school's routine.darn.guess they DO need english lessons on vocabulary.daNg.this sucks soooo bad.
anyway.screw school.to hell with it.
oh well..im gonna goooo.and catch up with my friends!
p/s-check out sandhya's diary
pp/s-CHECK OUT MY WEBSITE!
thanks.

had a candy cane at 9:05 PM

she is: victoria, but vic or vicky is allright by me. snow, rain and sunshine fascinate me so do killer whales. i'm 16 now and going through many funny stages of life. from here to there and there to here, funny things are everywhere

she loves:her family, her friends, being taken seriously, pharrell williams, eating, cooking, music, dancing, watching chick flicks, taking photos