Sunday, November 28, 2004

i am so annoyed. My damn eVisa thing isn't working, either that, or the form thingy they gave me was old and so some of the links have been changed and IM SO LOST! whatever, the world will figure something out later. yup
oh wells, i'm officially going SHOPPING to get my 'school uniform' for school. next year. i see no yellow or green (thank god) being stuck with that for the last 4 years when it isn't the best color is just quite sickening. though, i have to give credit to myself for not getting any more PLUS-SIZED than i already am and then having to buy a new skirt. lol. doubt they'd have a size bigger anyway. ahahah, mighty sad i tell you. tres tres tres triste.
so i bought 2 shirts for school, and i'll prolly need a sweater, a pullover and MORE TOPS! and possibly another pair of jeans. I only have 2 pairs so yea, i have a valid reason=) why don't i buy it there you ask? WELL BECAUSE..everyone will have the same thing. the problem with shopping is that there are just too many chain shops that are well, all the same! geez. So individuality would come with a price right, and that, i cannot pay.=). so yup, might as well get something totally plain and from singapore, that way, chances of someone having the same top as you goes down by 5% hehe, since half the people going there are going to be singaporeans, again, it defeats the purpose of buying something here. what is my point you ask? ahhh, lets jsut stick to customization and being ORIGINAL. if you have the time=), else, just buy some iron-on thing and iron it on or if all else fails, just endure the horror of seeing someone wear the same thing as you. it's quite mortifying though, if you ask me. tsk.
anyways, im happy now.no complaints except. will it just storm!?

had a candy cane at 2:32 PM

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Last night was prom night. okay, AGAIN, i'll say it wasn't a prom because you'd have to actually have a date. If they made graduation night co-ed, it'd be weird though. One more hassle: finding myself a date. I mean, i've officially been single since forever and i don't mind it, until stupid love movies make me feel like i'm missing out on something. But hey, like i always say, i dont want to fall in love just to find myself hurt. I'm not brave like that, i can kill cockroaches, not shriek when a lizard falls on me, but i'm not brave enough to go through heartbreak. lol. maybe i should work on that unless i want to spend my life with 99 cats and a damn rocking chair. lol.
oh well, prom was really fun! it was much better than i thought and to think i wanted to back out.lol. it was great! i arrived there feeling pretty awkward and wishing i was anywhere but there because everyone was like staring at me, just those judging eyes stinging you. okay, maybe i was being self-concious (whats new?) so luckily grace was there, waiting for eudora so yea, we waited together. i felt like an ugly duckling or suckling pig. both was just as BAD and nisa's constant reminder that i was pretty wasn't working very well. But yea, when michelle arrived, i felt much better, and more comfortable.
So then we all went up to the place outside the ballroom and started taking photos! i would show you but i have no friggin idea how to do that. lol. so yea, just let me tell you i was the only one in a hot pink gown. ahhaah. what a sight eh? So everyone was like, why didnt you do your hair up? or how come you're not wearing makeup? and that made me feel realllly bad. I mean, i chose not to have anything done, no big hair, no makeup and right then, it seemed like a HUGE mistake. As if i was naked, you know that feeling? The makeup probably served as a tool that proved your maturity (?) and i felt so bare and open, like i had no mask or something. It totally sucked. I was wishing soo bad that someone had a blush or something but no such luck.so yea. I was trying to go for the au naturel look but lol, i think i just ended up being unhappy and bare and downright un-glam.
the dinner was better, maybe because it was darker in the ballroom so no one could see. haha! But yea, i took photos with everyone.. well, most of the people anyway and some teachers. The teachers were dressed to the nines! well, most anyways. Miss chua was gorgeous and so she won most well-dressed. i'd like to win that someday, 'miss well-dressed' lol. i think that's about the only thing i can do right. but i failed last night. ahahaha, but the dancing and dancing and shak'in kinda saved me because it was the only time i totally let go and danced like i owned the place. lol. oh yea and i was trying to teach michelle how to dance coz she never really danced before and eudora kept saying that she couldnt dance and i was like everyone can dance! hehe, just a matter or whether its bad or good! lol. the foood was yum! and i loved the mango pudding, it was like creamy and decadent. Not too heavy and the sour mango syrup was a nice contrast, like the tanginess and the sweetmness of the pudding was like a harmony. heheh, oh i love describing dessert, it's like writing a song. yupyup! The company was great too, sat with eudora and gang, kaili,songyi and michelle and it was a comfortable table of people. we were all like noisy and having fun. lol. i tell you, words cannot describe how perfect it felt. yup, just perfect.

had a candy cane at 9:29 AM

Friday, November 26, 2004

'i dont know... but i just wanna get to know ya'
-christina & nelly
hello! today is prom day. hahaha, is there even such a day as prom day? I'll just call it graduation day? anyway, i am pretty excited, even after all my babble about how it's really no big deal. I guess you kinda get in the mood of it all, pretty awesome!=) oh well, i had a blassst yest with nisa, and her lil sis. Liesah is sooo cute! and i'm glad she's going to crescent coz i like my school even though i kinda hate/love it. it's a love-hate relationship.. and right now, I LOVE IT! especially my teachers. I don't know what i'd do without them, they seem to be the fuel to my engine so i'll keep on striving and i dont ever ever want to forget any of them because they are the most wonderful people ever! i love mrs koh for her neverending energy and her passion for teaching and how she has a knack for making me remember everything important. and i love mr m and ms azlin for being crazy teachers..theyre just whacked.and mrs yip..aww man, her calmness is just so cool whenever i get frantic and panicky (which is very often) and she's always so patient! and mr tan and mrs leow.hehehe, mrs leow is funny! like realllly funny, she i doubt she realizes just how hilarious she can get esp when she twirling her curly hair, trying to think. Mr tan kinda got mad at me in sec 3 because i just slept right through all my physics lessons but this year, he really never gave up on me and helped me even when i had my ditzy moments and make a fool of myself. miss lee! she's totally funny too and entertaining. I have never had a more interesting english teacher, just gotta love her! and laoshi! ohmygosh..my a1 in chinese is half her work. she totally pushed me to be the best i could, even though i cant even speak the language accurately and she even made me love chinese and appreciate how beautiful it really is. who can forget ms chua. she's truly a devoted teacher with boundless energy and passion for teaching. i grew to love amath even more and i actually enjoy doing maths! i like the functions and the differenciation...everything! omg, i wish i could just do amath and nothing else.hahaha.actually, i'd rather sleep. and mrs tang! hahaah i know i kept annoying her last year but this year, she's always been there, helping me whenever i had problems and encouraging me to go for an A. and to think i used to fail before!
omg, i wouldnt love crescent as much as i do if not for these teachers. i reallly reaaaallllyyy love them to bits! yayyy!=)
oh well, i'm happy now..cloud nine...=)

No control..
im falling, so now you know.

had a candy cane at 1:29 PM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

// everyone is so excited about prom. well, to be honest, you can really call it a prom because prom kinda came from the word promenade and you can't go to a promenade alone can you? well, i'm trying to use that word right, but i'm pretty much failing. so anyway, i just hope you get my point. I guess it's something pretty big, well its the closest we'll ever get to a school ball or formal, with dates and limosines, corsages and pretty tiaras, well, it's probably the highlight of being 16 here (in singapore) . Driving would probably be applicable in the US but never here. (no, i'm not being bitter) I'm actually, quite thankful really. The number of accidents that occur is appalling enough, with more reckless 16-yr-olds on the road, thinking theyve got it all now that they're all grown up and responsible, i think we'd just all die in road accidents. hehe. oh well, at school and everywhere really, everyones all excited about prom, getting ready their outfits, their dresses that touch the ground, their shoes that make them feel taller and all the glitter in their hair and make up on their faces. But i'm quite sick of it. heheh, i'm such a spoilsport.=) i mean, everyone goes ON and ON about the same thing and yea, it's probably good coz you never have awakward silences coz you just go 'so, have you gotten your prom dress?' and the other person will excitedly and readily offer you all her prom hints! instant ice-breaker! hahaha, trust me, it works. I think the funny thing would be people actually going to salons to do up their faces and their hair. Okay, i'm starting to be mean so i won't go on. I just think that the fun is doing these things yourself and the princess treatment should be saved for your wedding. okay, i promise i wont go on, it'll be ugly.
ANYWAY..
i cooked dinner tonight and it's prettty yum. well i havent really eaten it yet, it's on the dining table getting cold, while i wait for my mom . But i've been pinching at it and it's allright so far. well, it's normal dishes that we usually eat but hell, i cooked it! so it's gotta taste somewhat better, even if it's a little drier or something. hehehe.
well, more prom talks and thoughts await so imma leaveeee..//

POWERPUFF GIRLS!=).hehehe.
You should beware of the power of the three
They come to fight as fast as they can
They’re dangerous, yet fabulous
Professor Utonium made them its true
They are the colors of pink, green and blue
They’ll catch you in a blink of an eye
And do all before bed time

had a candy cane at 6:33 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

ooooh.today was officially the most tiring day ever. i can feel every single muscle in my body ache. okay, i'm just being dramatic again, but seriously, my feeet are killing me and so's my back. curses. i walked from like 11.30 til 8. and IT KILLS! oh well, it was like.being at the gym working out but spending a whole lot of time laughing and being caught in the rain.okay details!
firstly, went out shoppping with michelle today. like the first time in a year.hahahaha how interesting. so i got me and my sis charms for our charm bracelets and its sooo cutee! i got myself a snowman and my sis a gingerbread man, you know, to remember christmas!=) then haahah michelle drank a whole lot of JUICE. carrot juice...yucccck! and we were walking aimlessly around orchard road and desperately finding a place to sitt coz we were just dead but yeaah, it was pretty useless cozzzz i was so unfortunate to NOT find any seats. curses. OKAAAY..moving on to the fun parts, we took photostickers! hahaha it was kinda funny coz we were like trying to decipher japanese.. we were pretty lucky, in that we guessed the correct buttons to press hahahah, luckyducks. then after laughing our way through the silly rain with my little pink brollie, she had to leave and then i met up with tricia!
TRICIA IS A BUNDLE OF FUN.hahahahah yes u are girlie and i'm so loooking forward to hanging out in aust!hahaah great fun awaitss!=)
okayy.. we just spent the whole time from 4 til 8.LAUGHING. yeaa, stomach toning lol. seriously, after like evry two sentences, we burst out laughing. it was as if ive known her for like..ever! but yeaa, haahaha, it was just like a laughing marathon. and she's reallly funny and we share all sorts of similiar sentiments and thats just fab!=) yayyyy!
it was greaat. just perfecto.

had a candy cane at 8:36 PM

Monday, November 22, 2004

Okay, i usually start off by saying HELLOOO and then tell you the updates of my day so here goes!
HELLOOOOO...
today was officially my LAST paper that kinda means.. party in my language (and probably shop too) hahaah which is actually quite befitting SINCE..i just bought new shoes. yes, i know, it's quite terribly actually i spend way way way too much. My mom always says that i have to be rich next time to keep up with my spending habit. yeaa, i have to agree on that like, 100% I mean, i feel so weird when i dont buy something.it's not like an addiction, it's just that i feel this incessant need to 'keep' up with myself and have something that probably is semi-cool. i'm not the cool type with great fashion sense or those that look good in anything they wear so it's like, buying something reallly great helps me feel better abt myself and all that other whatnots.
oh well, apart from crappy shopping habits, i went to court today to watch uncle jimmy cross-examine some dude. Apparently he's trying to help clear this lawyer's name, because he has been accused of something he didnt do, and the bad guys are kinda wanting to make him the scapegoat. yeaaa, what a complicated world. it was all pretty cool although i was yawning throughout and dying of the COLD! but yeaa, overall, had a smashing cool time. My uncle is the coolesT!=). hehe. and the judge was like 28 and a girl and she was totally cool.28 with such success..brill i tell you. i mean she's just a distruct judge but the prestige of that title is pretty fly! hehe. but i dont think i want to be a lawyer.. the whole black and whitem be serious thing is so NOT me, i'd probably die laughing at something the witness says or sth.
anyways... i'm off now..toodles!

had a candy cane at 8:47 PM